Where My Heart Resides

Waking up in the middle of the night

to find no one around

attacked by a sudden feeling,

feeling of hollowness all around.

To find that moon shining,

Shining all alone

and it’s called an epitome of love

then why you standing alone.

And you make me all the more sad

I feel your loneliness in me

and then there is no end to it

only a continuous process of waiting endlessly

Sometimes caress my own curls

rub my eyes to see an empty bed.

Changing sides all night

praying it's not my end

Looking at those lines on my palm

with wide moist tearful eyes

and pray I become a stone heart

Or meet the heart where my love resides.



To Be An Insignificant Part Of You

Running wildly in the woods

gulping cold, fresh air

trying to have a taste of you

flail my arms in the air

trying to touch you

but find you nowhere

thats an ongoing tragedy

Yet hope prevails.

Everyday I have a new path to ride

every day ends with a sigh.

At times I feel you so near

other times you are a distant dream.

yet hopeful are my eyes

to meet yours once.

And walk several miles

not with you, but like a silent shadow of you

All I want is to be  a part of you.

anything absolutely anything.

A strand of hair

Or your beautiful blue eyes

your rude lips

or those harsh hands

or those fate lines in your palms

or a speck of dirt resting on your shoulders.

As You Always Owned

The cold breeze which touches my eyes
touches you too
some empty moments & some stories
to share with you.

i humm, write & sing songs
and play their notes
& jumble, mumble and fumble
letters & words into quotes

i try to do anything & everything possible
to spend time till we meet next
waiting endlessly with tearful eyes
for your shoulder to rest

and then fill my mornings & nights
with folded hands & prayers
to be able to reach deep down your heart
peeling all layers

to fall like a leaf & sit beside you
and still like being stoned
and you touch me pick me &
take along as you always owned.

Being In Love Forever



to give thousands of smiles

to win over a heart

love can never be learnt

its a unique art.

capturing every moment of it

frame by frame

loosing everything for the one

and yet no claim

and to know that its such a game

that you will give in all

and kind of bout lost already

thats what you can call

but no matter how many battles you loose

you feel delighted in the end

you need to let it sink in the experience

and let happiness blend.

it was not about

happy endings ever

its only about the feeling of

being in love forever.

The Years And The Wrinkles

Bathed in the light of moon

Soothing as the cold wind

Waiting for a glimpse of you

Standing miles away.

With every twist of fate

Waiting to be a part of you

To feel what it feels like

Two bodies and a soul.

To know that he knows

What you thinking and

That you know

What he thinks too.

And never get bored

Of looking at each other

No matter the hours, the days

The years & the wrinkles.

You And Your Happiness

You are happy when I am happy

And happier when I smile,

But to bring that smile on my face

You hardly ever try.

You are hanging around only

Till I have my cheerfulness to offer you.

And then you will stay unavailable

When I will be feeling blue.

You don’t care how I manage to smile

You care about the brightness it spreads,

But then you need not know the mechanism behind it

They are all lose threads.

Even if some day you care about tying,

You will soon find yourself entangled.

Happiness always comes with a price

For mine my life was gambled.

I won or I had to loose

Is simply none of your business

Cause all you care about is

You and your happiness.

Putting In It All My Faith

Its fresh, its new
Its bright like a lightning
Thunderous like a thunderstorm
But its least frightening


I am amazed at the phrase
Those stream of lovely thoughts
That liveliness in every word
Continuous useless talks


Though this has happened before
Yet every thing seems so new
Its like a roller coaster ride
Every second passing really fast too


Loving every moment & movement of it
The closeness growing everyday
Getting romantic at the core
& soft till the brim I must say


But its too new & has no shape
I will have to calm down & wait
So as to mould it into something
Putting in it all my faith