Where My Heart Resides

Waking up in the middle of the night

to find no one around

attacked by a sudden feeling,

feeling of hollowness all around.

To find that moon shining,

Shining all alone

and it’s called an epitome of love

then why you standing alone.

And you make me all the more sad

I feel your loneliness in me

and then there is no end to it

only a continuous process of waiting endlessly

Sometimes caress my own curls

rub my eyes to see an empty bed.

Changing sides all night

praying it's not my end

Looking at those lines on my palm

with wide moist tearful eyes

and pray I become a stone heart

Or meet the heart where my love resides.



To Be An Insignificant Part Of You

Running wildly in the woods

gulping cold, fresh air

trying to have a taste of you

flail my arms in the air

trying to touch you

but find you nowhere

thats an ongoing tragedy

Yet hope prevails.

Everyday I have a new path to ride

every day ends with a sigh.

At times I feel you so near

other times you are a distant dream.

yet hopeful are my eyes

to meet yours once.

And walk several miles

not with you, but like a silent shadow of you

All I want is to be  a part of you.

anything absolutely anything.

A strand of hair

Or your beautiful blue eyes

your rude lips

or those harsh hands

or those fate lines in your palms

or a speck of dirt resting on your shoulders.

You And Your Happiness

You are happy when I am happy

And happier when I smile,

But to bring that smile on my face

You hardly ever try.

You are hanging around only

Till I have my cheerfulness to offer you.

And then you will stay unavailable

When I will be feeling blue.

You don’t care how I manage to smile

You care about the brightness it spreads,

But then you need not know the mechanism behind it

They are all lose threads.

Even if some day you care about tying,

You will soon find yourself entangled.

Happiness always comes with a price

For mine my life was gambled.

I won or I had to loose

Is simply none of your business

Cause all you care about is

You and your happiness.

Take Me Away When I Am Still In My Prime

Will you still be looking at me when                           

my beauty fades away

Even when my lovely curls

 start turning grey.

When my vision will turn

blurred & I  would not be able to see you.

Still stay close to me

won’t you?

                                                                             

When I could not go out to

see places

will you not keep me warm

 with your embraces.

Will you not hold my hand

when I will jump in the sea

Will you not splash in

to save me.

Will you not run after me

when I run away from you

Won’t you get up early with me

to taste the dew

Will you not hold me when I

would be jumping from the rooftop

Will you not slap me hard

& say “please stop”

Will you not try to

bring me back to my senses

Will you not even

try to take such chances

Will you not kiss me

when I am on my deathbed

Will you not wish to

make me undead

Won’t you love to spend

with me a lifetime

So please take me

away when I am in my prime.