i weaken my self respect.
if i ditch my soul and sleep with power
my existence can never rest.
if i don't dare to speak the truth
i was better born mute.
if i stab someone for power or money
i was better cursed to stay destitute.
if i close my eyes and do not see the reality
i must rather turn blind.
if in pace i don't see my mistakes
i would instead make my life rewind.
if i kill my friend and his friendship
i must stay friendless ever.
if even a day i act like an animal
i should turn into one forever.