A New Journey To A New Destiny

Restlessness is giving up.

Its going to give up soon.

That’s the only thing I have in me

That is all I have ever preserved within

That is all I really care for

Nothing much.

But then what else do I exist for.

Why does this entire persona exists.

Why was it born at all

I ask

I ask with a pain, wrath & helplessness

I cry & cry aloud & then wipe my own tears.

Sometimes stay awake till late

sometimes sleep all day & somedays

simply go by, as I lay in

my bed wide awake.

Forget to change sides even.

But why do I exist.

Why can’t I gather  the courage,

stand up one day & fall from

the height, never to see such

helplessness ever again.

And the question remains to be the same

-why do I even exist.

Or why can’t I shed all the tears

Once and forever.

Stand up dust off myself and move on.

To a new road to a new life

A new journey to a new destiny.