If Only My Heart Could Allow

if only my heart could allow
I would have thrown away your memories

Shedding out all tears which could be inside
I would have promised that I would never cry

Its so hard to close my eyes and ask you to go away
While I try to close them, you appear to be closer

Keep myself away from your thoughts
But then you keep appearing in my words

Those who read my words can see you too
My fears are becoming true

I have been trying to hide you deep inside me
But I end up expressing more about thee

I am like a flower attached to you
To go away from you I will have to wait till someone plucks me away